So, over the summer, I did a lot of thinking, and I am giving up, letting go, and I am not going to care about what happened in the past, the past is the past and I've learned to get over it. Yes I will miss the past, but I' ve have to move on. I am going to FHS now, and I know people in my church dont like it at all, and they think I'm going to start doing drugs and drinking alcohol. But they need to have a little faith in me. I know better than that and I can make my own decisions, thank you every much. Just because their kids have done that stuff, doesn't mean I will. I wish people wouldnt be sooo judge mental! and It hurts me to know that people I love and trusted, really have so little faith in me, and don't think I can make it. People are soooo judgemental, I HATE IT!!!!!!!