So, lately I realized that I've been more of a loner?...?
I don't know how to state that...
I've become more independent, than I used to be.
And.... I'm pretty surre I like it!
It feels amazing!
I don't have to consider anyone else's thoughts, actions, or anything like that.
I thought I would like die, when I have to move out, but I don't think so.
The only thing that holds me back, about doing what I want to do is,
I CAN'T DRIVE!
Anyway!
I'm happy because my friends are coming down here!
I'm soo happy!
I haven't seen them in for ever!

So for this somewhat of 5 weeks I went through
this non reality thing...
I can't really explain it, but I like went through this thing like
Everyminute of my free time I was in the art room doing something with my project.
but I came back to reality now and I am still going to make art and stuff, but I'm
going to actually spend time with my friends (their not really into art).
I'm still going to take art serisously so I can develop in it, and see if its for me, I think it is!
Don;t get me wrong I will always love and pick photography over art anyday!
I just didnt take a class in it this year, because I wasn't thinking...
I am mad at myself also because I didn't take Spanish 3.
So, If I can convince my mom I am going to see if she can help over
the summer to remember everything, and take Spanish 3 next year.
Tomorrow I'll post about Botany and Zoology!
See ya!

So, I has a big Algebra 2 test tomorrow!
I wasn't suppossed to miss algebra 2 today, and I did!
I was in bigssss trouble when mom came to get me!
We had to go back to school and get my book and see if my teacher was there,
He wasn't!
But Gipsye came and we studied together!
It was fun!
I'll post more tomorrow!
And hopefully I'll remember totake my camera and take pictures of my water color paintings!

I loves only one of you!
HAHA!
Just kidding!

Post more tomorrow!
Hopefully I'll get to talk to Alyssa tomorrow!

Sorry, I haven't written in a while!

I've been busy! I'm almost done with my water color projects!

Now I have to do this thing with drawing the other side of persons face... but its a sketch book assignment so I don't have two weeks, which means its not major!

I'm making my Christmas list. It's okay.

I dont have school today, because of parent teacher conferences!

I'll post more later bye!!!!!!!!

So, today was ok.

Nothing really special about it!

I'm more into art than I thought I would be.

Of course I'm not great at it, not great at it at all!

But I love it!

I've decided that I don't like water colors all the much.

So far, we have covered graphite, and watercolors.

On Monday, we are going to start pen and pen techniques, after that we're going to do pastel chalks.(at least I think that's what Mr. Jackson(aka Grizzly) said)

I think I'm going to like chalk.

I'm not so great with water color. Trust me on this one, you can't even tell my flowers are supposed to be flowers! They look like big blobs!!!!!

My second one for the project won't look near as bad as the first one.

Art lets me express myself, like I thought I never could.
I know that everyone says that, but it just like lets me escape from everything, I don't know how to describe it, Its like words can't describe how it makes me feel like everything doesn't matter at that point in time, but does at the same time, its crazy!
One of the reasons I love it!

But my dad doesnt want me to do anything art related, he says its because he wants me to be able to support myself. but I think its because he doesn't like it at all or something.
I don't think he means what he says, when he says that.

I am soo glad my brother is coming home this weekend!!!!!!!!!!
I miss him!
I can't wait for Christmas, because thats usually when we go run around for Christmas presents for our parents!
My brother is so cool!
I love it when his friends go with us! Its soo much fun!

Back to art!

I don't have talent, I'm working on it though.

I love art!

P.S. I'll post pictures of my watercolor projects on my other blog( the students artwork), when I'm done with them, I'll post my grade too.(if it isn't that bad!)

Today was not a good day!
Too many details, so I shall get into it tomorrow!
I have to go paint!
LOVES YOU ALL!
BYE!

So, over the summer, I did a lot of thinking, and I am giving up, letting go, and I am not going to care about what happened in the past, the past is the past and I've learned to get over it. Yes I will miss the past, but I' ve have to move on. I am going to FHS now, and I know people in my church dont like it at all, and they think I'm going to start doing drugs and drinking alcohol. But they need to have a little faith in me. I know better than that and I can make my own decisions, thank you every much. Just because their kids have done that stuff, doesn't mean I will. I wish people wouldnt be sooo judge mental! and It hurts me to know that people I love and trusted, really have so little faith in me, and don't think I can make it. People are soooo judgemental, I HATE IT!!!!!!!